I get really tensed while standing by the bathroom .

I had been standing here for a while unable to go out vecayseci coukdnt undeerstabd shy that man had suddenyky decided to soebd the night with me she he knows that I do much didhust him .

So many thoughts went through my head at thus point , i fekt rewaky scafed of even bring in the sand space with him not that he did something to be but then he could just change over night and make my life a hell .

The water kept running and I closed my eyes to have that feeling of it .

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