I sat by the pool taking the night in and staring deep into nature .

I didn’t know if I should be feeling this way but I knew what I did was what I couldn’t understand, for the past few days I haven’t been able to understand my emotions and my way of thinking, I just did everything that I did out of my own state of mind and it was kind of weird like really weird that I had to do that much for a lady who was not into me.

“ but you were wrong with what you said to her “ my inner voice taunted me ....