#Chapter51 November 1st

I removed my hand from his. I stare at him without uttering any word, dumbfounded at what he just confessed to me. It seems so surreal that... he's gay.

"I am gay. I'm sorry if you are uncomfortable right now. I'll just leave," Ethan says as he stands up from his chair, ready to leave, but I grabbed his arm, stopping him from leaving.

"Don't. Just sit down," I said. He sits down, looking at me. "When... When did you start... knowing about it or maybe, feeling it?" I asked, and he gives me a questionable look.

"When did I start feeling that I'm gay?" He says,...