SYDNEY

The last week in May actually seemed to fly by for me at school. I felt warm and vibrant again. I kept thinking of Ty and his muscular body. Wondering, fantasizing how he would feel inside me. I kept pushing these thoughts away as I felt guilty and perverse but my mind would eventually return to them. I pleasured myself to orgasm every night before bed always pretending it was Ty and not my hand that was making me cum.

I decided last weekend that I needed to take care of me first so I spent several nights shopping for new clothes, getting new makeup, and getting a new...