I was a complete nerd and tomboy in highschool, short blonde hair and a little socially awkward. The fact that I was a poor kid on a scholarship at an all girls private high school didn't help when it came down to fitting in with other girls my age. While all my classmates were hanging out together at the mall, discussing the latest episode of friends, I was by myself alternating between kayaking, reading and masturbating...a lot of masturbating....mostly masturbating.

This was my routine until the summer after I turned 16 when my mom insisted (forced) me to get out of the house and do something with myself (get a...