I was a little scared of what might happen but most of all, I didn't trust myself. What if I took this too far with this nice young girl in front of my son!!!! I could never forgive myself. Deep down I knew that I wanted to try being with another woman, but this was just a girl and my son was standing right there.

"Mom, we came here to buy shoes, so let's just buy shoes. Relax, nothing will happen, it's OK."

The girl came in holding a box of shoes. She put the box down on the floor and knelt in front of me.

"I took a guess...