That was the moment I resolved to start being a bit bolder. See, sure, I wanted to fuck my mother. I wanted her so badly I could taste it. I wanted her because she was beautiful, because I loved her, and because I wanted to make her feel good. I wanted to give her everything Dad couldn't or wouldn't. I wanted her for all of those reasons but, from that moment forward, I also wanted her because of Dad. I couldn't hit him without going to jail. I couldn't argue with him without being kicked out. He'd stop paying for my college for any of that, too. But there was...