How could I desire him to caress me this badly? To hold me and tell me ‘it’s okay’. What was happening to me?

Shifting back, I looked down at my laps, a hint of hesitation began to take over me. When he had supported me this much then he deserved to know why I was this agonized.

“Hey, you okay? Is there something… you want to speak?”

There were countless things I wanted to say but it was neither time nor the moment for it. In fact what could I possibly say when you are here already?

“Uh..”

I should tell him why I was feeling this way, that I...