My heart was aching so bad from what dad had just done and for the first time in my many years of being his daughter I hated him. I regretted why my mom wasn't here with me .

I held on to the car door as we rode with so many thoughts going through my head that I just could Imagine no matter how hard I keep trying to think .

Why was everything  falling apart for me , like why does it have to be me. 

My heart was aching that woman was finally taking my mom's place .

"Ma are you sure you are okay ,you don't look...