I tried not to let the tears escape my eyes. I couldn't help it, though. This was the worst thing I had ever experienced and I'm honestly surprised I haven't broken down crying yet.

I mean, I knew this was a possibility, but to see it happen right before my eyes was definitely different. I hated it and I wanted to forget about it already.

"Are you ready?" The nurse questioned, staring at me expectantly.

I swallowed thickly, shaking my head.

"I-I'm fine. Can you just do it?" I stuttered, wiping the tears away with the sleeve of my sweater.

The nurse sighed. "Alright." She nodded. "I want you to...