#Chapter319

My heart and soul are sitting three feet away from me, hurting and I am being completely shit at any sort of consoling or showing him what he means to me. He loves me, I know he does. Underneath all the hurt and doubts and chaos in that brain and I won’t let him drift further away. He can’t have lost how he feels about me in a matter of days after, eight years of infatuation. I need to stop being so immature. Swallow my pride and be brave for once. Take the lead, be what he needs even if he resists.

I step towards him instead of away...