#Chapter311

“I sent him home, selfish as ever, so I could be alone with my childish brain to figure out how to feel about all of it.”

The same brain that has done nothing but pine for him ever since and I keep ignoring it because I am stupid and stubborn and don’t want to admit that I am wrong. I cannot self-heal while being in the Hamptons, I cannot get through this and then go back to the city and fix us. Arry is the only one who ever knew how to help me heal myself.

“I think it’s a bit harsh to say you are selfish. In pain...