I was still lying in bed and had no intention of getting up while wondering if I would come to meet Jr. or not. I wondered what our conversation would be. I want to message Marla to let Jr. know that I'm not coming because I have a sudden walk. But I can't do it either because I think maybe it's time to face him.

I am confused and I didn’t know what was right or what to do.

We also did not meet and talk for several years. There was no communication and no news whatsoever. Then today we will talk without me being prepared. What questions did he...