I BROUGHT a flower here to Jr.’s grave, a month ago since he passed away but I still can’t accept until now that Jr. is gone, that he left me. Next to his grave is Ade's grave which I also decorated with flowers.

“I feel envious, you two are together. You too for sure are happy now because you are still together until the end.” My tears started dripping again. Ever since Jr. disappeared I have always cried when I remembered him.

"Ade, did you take care of my husband there?" I feel like she can hear me. “Don't get mad at him because of what he did before! because...