Ken: Ella, are you looking for me?!

Me: Can you drop me off at home?! I'm tired !

Ken: No! Is it whose child you want to put up for adoption?! He said angrily. Me, his father, I'm here! I'm alive I'll protect him and love him, if it's something you can't do!

I've only been thinking about this decision since yesterday, he doesn't deserve me as a mother, he must have a mother who will love him with all her heart.

Me: Ken, I'm seriously tired. I say on the verge of tears

I'm frustrated, very frustrated, my life is going badly, I'm going badly and no one sees...