#Chapter164

Alexei*

Phone rings*

Not a flinch to make a move reaching for the phone in my pocket or bothered wanting to know who the caller is which blares to an unremitting end; downcast puts it lightly when I cannot even tell what I feel anymore with her face haunting me everywhere I find myself. Sometimes I have myself thinking I have gone mad seeing her in place of someone else, so I just had to shut everyone out. I needed to selfishly fixate on the memories we had praying it guides me to stay strong and keep what we have... sorry had anew like it was just yesterday I...