"No, not today David. You are not ready."

So once again I was in Dr. Skinner's office talking about reconciliation and forgiveness.

"Jesus Christ, Susan! Give me something to work with! Why did you do it? WHY? For the love of God, give me a reason."

I was on the verge of breaking down. It was almost too much.

"It was too perfect, David. I couldn't keep going."

"What?!"

"I couldn't keep up with the standard. I am human. I have failings. I am a woman. I have temptations."

Dr. Skinner was silent. She was going to let this play out. It was clear to me this was well covered...