The tension decreased dramatically. I don't ask her about her previous dates and she volunteers nothing. Alas, nothing has been put to rest. We have a major split in our closeness. It no longer feels like we can tell each other everything. Maybe it started with Dr. Susan or maybe with her dating. Don't know. One thing I'm pretty sure of is that we will never be as close to each other as we were when we returned from visiting home. My ups and downs. Sometime, feels like I should just say fuck it and let her do what she wants and forget about ever being more than a brother....