Her nose is getting red, her eyes brimming with tears, and she is talking fast, "I wasn't going to, I wanted us to go. I really, did. But we have everybody coming to stay here, and Blake needs these things, and he wanted it to be nice, and I just can't keep everybody happy can I? So now this, I am a failure, and I so wanted to," and then through sobs, "But all day long. All day, you are - so mean. Everybody is so mean. Why do you all hate me so much?"

"I don't hate you."

Her shoulders are shaking in sobs, and she is really crying...