"Not a big deal?" I asked. I didn't like how she rationalized any behavior as ok as long as she told me about it later. "Since when is you jerking guys off not a big deal?"

"Not just any guy," she said. "But if a friend is going to masturbate while thinking about me anyway, what's the big issue? Especially if we've been molesting each other."

"I guess," I said. It seemed like every time I turned around, something new was not a big deal. Seeing her in revealing clothes was not a big deal. Then seeing her boobs was not a big deal. Then naked. Now doling out handjobs....