She just continued, talking over me, "I get it. I agree. I do not fully trust myself around men. I have been here over a month and have had no acceptable release, at all. I am a sexual being who is young, at the prime of my life and I am self aware enough to know if I make a bad choice I do not want it to be a catastrophic choice. I am also aware of my different means of release with boys, and because of certain events in my history, know that I should keep protection. I also know I do not generally like condoms, though I should....