I walked back to the tent. It took about ninety minutes again. I got back about two in the afternoon. Four or five hours to myself I thought. Great!

As I walked I thought about Ben's 'performance' this morning. I realized I felt quite horny thinking about it. I tried to remind myself he was my brother and so I shouldn't think such thoughts.

I found myself thinking about my brothers in a certain way.

Suppose I had to have sex with one of them, which one would it be? Stop thinking like that, I tried to tell myself. I had always loved Ben so much as a child. Surely...