By the time drinks were poured I was frightened that I had got myself into something which I could not control. That fright and the possibility of being fucked by two men left me uncontrollably aroused. I am not sure what I would have said if somebody had asked me whether I wanted to go. Neither Ray or Andy were going to ask me that question and I refused to ask myself.

I sat opposite them as we drank our drinks. Ray looked at me with a serious expression and said,

"I wasn't sure that being the lady you are, you would have come back after last week. Was it...