what did that mean? Was this for real?? The internet is this land of nothing is serious. We had never done anything like that before. It was so crazy. Spur of the moment. Wrong. I wanted to go over there, but could not imagine how it would be possible. In her presence it would get too weird. Would she even let me do what we just did again? In fact after that chat I wasn't even sure how to start anything, and we went a few days.

One evening I went out on an actual date and when I got back to the house, me and a girl. Not really...