Jordan, for his part, realized he'd mostly suffered from guilt after cumming. But that wasn't any more real than how he felt in the throes of arousal. He felt a degree of the same shame after jerking off to porn and he knew there wasn't anything morally wrong there. He'd just have to savor the memories of the past few days and not push anything farther and they'd probably be fine.

They cleared the air before leaving for rehearsal that night. Both were relieved that the other had calmed down.

"I still think we need to pump the brakes pretty hard, though," Jordan said. "I can't deny that I've really...