Thaddeus POV

I fucked up; I knew I fucked up. I let my walls down. I fell asleep, as soon as I opened my eyes, I knew they would find me. I shouldn’t have gone home, shouldn’t have closed my eyes for those few seconds which turned into hours. I could feel them getting nearer. Looking at the clock, I see that it is 10 AM. I had to get moving, they wouldn’t be far out. My mates would convince me to come back, and I couldn’t risk her safety. She was safest away from me.

My life has been hell without them. I hadn’t slept in month, and sitting...