"Really, is it really useful? Would she be more angry if I really followed your way? I just looked at her, as if I was going to do something about her. I know that she is a lady of the official family and can't be provoked at will. You said, what should I do? I can't lose this job, no civil employment, no ability. I don't know if I can find the same satisfactory job if I leave here... I've been here for almost five years, and the longer I stay, the higher my salary will be. So I really hate losing this job."

With tears running down, she cried...