'I hate him, I hate him so much. He was never truly nice; he was just pretending, one minute he'll make me feel like he might actually have a few feelings, might be nice, might just be a misunderstanding, and then the next minute, he'll be a total jerk, a ruthless, brutal asshole. I can't believe I let myself be deceived by someone like him. Of course, he's the Alpha; he believes he can do anything and everything he wants. Oh, the heaven! I'm so furious; why was he so nice, and what's with all the talk that he'll help me get revenge? Is attempting to kill me his way...