It has been two days since I last spoke to father and he screened my calls. I tried to call him yesterday a few times and at first he would let it ring out. I even sent him text messages but they all went opened and unanswered.

I tried to call him first thing this morning before training- the same result. I tried again after

training but it went straight to voicemail and I realized that he had screened my calls. The thought put me in a rather bad mood.

I understand that I’m failing him, and I understand that I’m being a shitty daughter but shouldn’t my happiness be...