I was drained. I can't believe anyone can hurt me as much as he did. I have never felt this kind of pain in my life. I didn't feel this pain when Dad disowned me, when I found out my mom was a  prostitute, or when I was maltreated by my stepmom. Why does Ace doing this to me hurt so much? It felt like my chest will come off my chest. I held unto my chest so hard. I cried out my eyes. I felt so betrayed by him. He used me and dump me in the uglies way.

I felt so dirty getting myself entangled with him. I...