SADE

Perhaps I've been waiting for someone to tell me that I wasn't becoming a monster. Maybe I've been begging for just a single word to soothe my worried heart.

Because I've been worried, God, I've been worried.

The intensity of the lust that I feel for Mr. Varkas was no joke. My thoughts always end up wandering to his large biceps and how they flexed anytime he reached out.

And this morning, seeing him this way… with all his skin exposed made me tingle between the legs. It made me think of sinful things, and fear has nearly paralyzed me.

But now… Mr. Varkas said there was nothing wrong...