Sam didn’t like feeling helpless. It wasn’t something he was used to in his life. Even in his lowest moments, the things that scared Sam the most weren’t the threats on his life or the possibility of defeat, but the helplessness. Being a puppet, not knowing how to help Monika, watching the Knife murder human's; it was all terrifying because he couldn’t stop it. 

As he watched Allen be thrown backwards and down a set of stairs in the warehouse they were in, he felt the helplessness setting in his stomach. He couldn’t reach him in time to stop it. 

He felt almost like a child again as he sat...