Lu Xiaoxiao did not speak, waiting for Yan Xu to continue. She didn't say anything, but in her heart she took the trouble. She liked it very much at first. Why, don't she like it now?

Yan Yin seemed to hear her inner voice and said, "I used to like it, but later I didn't like it."

"Why?" Lu Xiaoxiao asked.

Yan Yin smiled, which seemed bitter to Lu Xiaoxiao. Yan Xu said: "Later, many things happened. I realized that I was not a capable person who could control the lives and deaths of others. I realized that I was a useless waste."

"Everyone I've seen here before is desperately...