After Nathan's confession, we began avoiding each other or am i the one avoiding him? I really don't know what to say to him anymore

I found myself so drawn to him and the same time not trusting him. What if he just want something from me and when he gets that, he'll leave.

It was already time for dinner and i went downstairs to join the rest in the dinning.

I delved into my food and was eating in silence.

I raised my head up and caught him staring at me with keen interest.

Now he's making me uncomfortable, I'm slowly losing my appetite but if i should leave...