Dean's pov

Lilith couldn't be dead.

This was something that I kept repeating to myself like a mantra every single day, I was not able to focus on anything other than that.

It was so bad the Alpha of my pack had to call me one day and talk to me.

"You have to let it go, there are other fish in the sea…" he said to me as I sat on the couch opposite him and then I was just looking at him with wide eyes wondering if he was actually being serious right now.

"Alpha Marcus, this is my mate that we are talking about…"

I said in...