One strip on the test, clean tests and ultrasound without detecting an early pregnancy strangely saddened Ilona. The doctor said that the girl is healthy - he did not reveal any problems. She should have been glad that moonlight copulation with Felix hadn't created new problems for her, but a quiet disappointment gnawed at her soul. Lately, she has been suffering from very conflicting feelings. Probably, idleness, together with gluttony, threw her into the abyss of despair.

It seems that she no longer shines with sympathy for ordinary men - they now seemed somehow weak and vile. She went on dates a couple of times with random handsome men she...