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I was standing at my locker, the door door open as I stared down at the vile in my hands.

I hd been in this spot so many times and I always stopped myself from making the stupid pills I had grown dependant on but right now, nothing was stopping me.

Any other time, I would keep remembering how Zac stopped smoking for me, because he knew I didn't like it but seeing him walk away from me like that yesterday and go back to the cigarettes so easily made me realize I had nothing stopping me either.

Maybe I had reasons to not take the pills but if...