Carla

It's hard for me to articulate how I felt about the morning in question because I don't think there are words adequate enough to do so. Because I had such a powerful aversion to him, I gave a lot of thought to the idea of killing him. He made it impossible for me to accomplish anything, including the dream of leading a happy and successful life. He made it impossible for me to achieve anything. He didn't give a damn about anything other than having sexual relations with me; that was the one and only thing that interested him. Even if I was in such excruciating pain that I...