I couldn’t believe that I used to enjoy these public events somewhat when I was a little younger. Back then public attention just seemed to add to my popularity, and I had just decided to enjoy it as it came. I never imagined that there would come a day when I would just flat out hate these events and the public attention that came along with it.

Perhaps it was because I just grew up or perhaps it was because I now had other important things in life to care about rather than my own personal public appearance and fame. It was probably both. Now I began to understand Lucien,...