Catherine had made all of these decisions that made her so unhappy. Zara had taken away her purpose and her joy.

She had broken her promise to her. She had betrayed her. She had lied to her. She had left her. Catherine had left her. Catherine had left her.

Catherine was going to die and leave her. She was going to abandon her. She would never love her. She wouldn't give her a second chance. She was going to die without Zara.

But Catherine didn't love her. She never cared about her. She had lied to her. She was a horrible liar. She had used her. She had used her....