❤❤❤ Caleb ❤️❤️❤️

I've been doing nothing but moping for a week. I watched this video I don't know exactly how many times, all I know is that I'm depressed. That I don't want to get up anymore and that the world can fall apart. I screwed up everything.....I had room and board and I threw it out the door.....I destroyed my dream of having a real relationship next to the woman I love, the one who was going to give me the joy of being a father. How will I do ? Where am I supposed to start? Are the questions to which I find no answer. I get...