TW: Primal play

Elia

I’ll never stop being a coward and will never do what I want.

To take risks.

To step out of my comfort zone.

I want that feeling of freedom again. I need to overflow with being both wrong and right at the same time.

That's what I kept telling myself after clicking on the club's profile, I pause, then type a DM.

I want to be chased and ambushed. In the dark. Where you can use me and no one knows.

They read it. But no dots appear.

I stare at my screen for what seems like hours, but no reply comes.

So I flip my...