Trigger warning: BDSM

Celine

     I told my boyfriend, Xander we could explore tonight. He knew I'd been wanting to experience more and push my limits. better to try it with.

I trust him and we've been together for years now. And every time we made out, he never went further. Always stopped at foreplay and I could tell he was holding back.

Tonight will be different. I want to feel all of him, and that can't happen if he's refraining from showing me all of him.

Although there's something I never told him, I've never done this before. But there's no one else I'd rather spend my first time with....