Ethan's P.O.V.

As she hugged me, I pushed her away, getting angry with myself.

I'm not understanding why I'm breaking my own rules and becoming so sweet with her. I'm not like this.

Last night I slept with my submissive and today I kissed her lips, these are the things which I had never done before with any of my subs.

What she is doing to me?

Why am I letting her do this to me? Why am I letting her come close to me?

She can't change me. Again I can't become softhearted and regretful. I can't let anybody hurt me again.

"Leave right now." I barked at her,...