I'm not sure how I managed to turn my back on him without glancing back. I used to be unable to do that to him because I was always terrified to see him alone, now; I wanted to make him experience what it is like to be forsaken and left behind. I want him to realize how much it hurt me when he abandoned me, and I can do nothing but accept that thing, he actually left me, and the only thing I can do to erase the agony is drink alcohol.

"Can you tell me where your apartment is?"

When Tayler asked, I awoke in deep thought. We were...