When a fan even came to me, I just smiled and let her down and said encouraging words to her about how she wanted to be just like me.

All of my business in the entertainment industry, I completely forgot. All I could think was wanting to see my father’s dead body.

Wanting to confirm it.

Wanting to deny it.

That they must have just been mistaken.

I do not believe it.

I am still in the denial stage.

Since my Filipino mother, an Overseas Filipino Worker, married my British father who was a businessman and CEO of Ramirez tech, I knew life would be a bit good for me,...