It's been a few weeks since Lileth die. I was at her grave almost every day and also got drunk every night. This has become my routine in life and I have neglected everything. I didn't go to work and I don’t even pay attention to business anymore. Even myself I have neglected.

My parents and my siblings keep visiting me. They always check on me and asked me how why I am. As usual, I keep on saying ‘I am ok’ though I am not. Isn’t it obvious that until now I didn’t fix myself and I am still grieving?

Today is the fortieth day of her death. The...