Despite my distress, I have been ignoring everything for the past few days. Yes. I'm still at his house. Still, I'm not leaving. Acting as if nothing had happened, despite the fact that I was haunted by depression every night. I'm depressed about what's happening to the two of us.

But... I didn't fail to take care of them, except that now when we meet and look at each other, he shuns me. I always try to avoid his gaze. I was also irritated by the fact that with each stare, he didn't let go of me and watched my every move.

I don't want to look him in the...