I know, I know it turned out to be an indecent proposal, and unlike others who are super romantic. It’s complicated. Because I'm the only one who has this illusion.

It wasn’t easy especially on her family side without the knowledge that our marriage was just because of the request. Because on my family's side? I told the truth. I told them the whole story.

And to see Marga crying at our wedding time bothers me. Imagine, seeing the one you love. That finally, we are getting married. I used to dream of marrying the person I love but now the situation is different.

And I know her tears weren’t...