BLUE MAID

I watched his car zoom off until I couldn't see it again.

I stood in that same spot for five minutes until my tears began to fall.

They were falling uncontrollably

I began to sob silently

My face was now totally wet

I couldn't even see clearly

My tears blinded me

My legs felt really weak

I couldn't stand so I sat on the floor

My sobbing turned to serious crying

I couldn't stop myself

What did I just do?

I just sent him away

What is wrong with me?

I held my hair in between my fingers as I cried.

I've lost Adrian

I felt like a...